close
unbelievable, crazy
mess i should never send  dreams to dreams & never be real
excited with............. dark
wanna see those stars yesterday, but.........
why ítz so hard to done, why itz come to me? why i couldnt be..???

all of those stupid westions fly around  im not sad  not happy not.... i dont know myself either (least right now feeling )
                        
            
                
fill out my destiny
.. couldnt solve any thing if keep hiding..
..who know...
maybe someday.. they all will be solve and organize ...
life keep going on and me... who always say trying but never be

.. stupidest things ever do ... just missing feeling - misunderstood...
say and do it r 2 diff. things
too bad, i believed in those words... then.... lost
 
                         
                          
Hate that word the most.....but.....still go around and stick with it . Dont know is it my destiny......anyway ----> have to familiar with it........

Its already 9 months.....BUT seeem like every thing still so hard.....so rough.......so......hurt...............

 

Have to stand up...and forget all bad thing....Is just like lessons......learn and understand......but dont have to look back every day.......May be.....being Selfish......will be Good..........At least........U dont let anyone hurt ur
self..........and...............
                                        Alone in my Heaven
Its beeen 9 months since I came back to my family ........and until now ......i still keep my smile every day time .....but ......dont know why tears till coming at Night .........May be ......without a Wet face ....I cant sleep well 
........When......u dream about something we never had be4...........it will bring to u a gooood feeling.....encourage u to do ur work more better....to make that come true..........

........When.......u already had ur best memory about something..........and now it wont happen again ................it will make u cry alot ................feeling regret about the past so.....u try ur best to work hard..........to bring that back......

I just try to familiar with my life right now......Every thing just so Different with my Plan.......and.......I lost my Strongest Support......So I neeed to find a new one...............to raise me up......

Now....till ALONE.................TRy to Smile Outside...................But Hurt inside...........so ......will be Okie

Just Sometime.....I cant handle my emotion........so I speak it out........Just to know.................There are still someone out there.....pay attendtion on me

Tưởng rằng
những cảm xúc sẽ ko còn.........
Tưởng rằng
những cảm giác ấy sẽ ko trở lại...........
Tưởng rằng
những niềm vui ấy sẽ mất đi.............
Tưởng rằng
những giọt nước mắt sẽ ko rơi..........
Và tưởng rằng
ta ko iu đc nữa

Buồn 1 chút

.. Sưởi ấm đi

Lâu lắm rồi..

Kô có cảm giác..

Được yêu thương..

..Từ 1 ai đó

Buồn nhiều thật nhiều..

Từng ngày trôi qa

Vẫn vậy thôi..~

Đâu có thay đổi..

Suy nghĩ..

Rồi cười 1 mình..

..Cười vì lạnh qá

Đêm mưa..

Vẫn đưa tay ra cửa sổ

Đón 1 cái gì đó..

..Mát vô cùng

Là..

..Đêm nào

Cũng khóc 1 chút..

..Tự tay lau nước mắt

Ướt..

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